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Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall. ~ Confucius

Jan 28, 2010

More Than A Decade

I love proving people wrong. I like knowing I am right. So for everyone who, more than 11 years ago, told us we were crazy for getting married & how it would never last – I just want to say YOU WERE WRONG :o) & I’m ecstatic to announce that on Friday, January 29th, 2010 Dave & I will celebrate our 11th wedding anniversary.





11 years of joy, sorrow, ups & downs, time together & too much time apart, butterflies, growing up, & lots of lessons learned. I would not change a single day. Some days the years seem like an eternity & other days it feels like we’re just getting started. Either way I know I want to spend it with Dave.




& the reasons why it must be Dave are an infinite list. The top reason would be:
He loves me. Simply, unconditionally, he loves me. Not who he wants me to be but JUST ME. Let me tell ya folks, it's a fabulous feeling to walk around knowing that you're loved by this man ♥ He loves me & I feel like the world is mine for the taking :o)

So here's to at least 5 more decades, we'll end with a lil tune from one of our many favorite movies :o)

*I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad. Carry you around when your arthritis is bad. Oh, all I wanna do is grow old with you.


I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches. Build you a fire if the furnace breaks. Oh, I could be the man who grows old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you. Give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you. Even let you hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink. Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. Oh, I could be the man who grows old with you.

I wanna grow old with you.*

Love you Dave ♥always & forever♥




Jan 25, 2010

A Lil Plug

There's an organization that has become a part of my life. I happened upon it while seeking help, answers, & music. Anyone who knows me, knows that Blue October is one my all time favorite bands. Well on their Pick Up the Phone tour some of the organizations listed included HopeLine, Postsecret, & To Write Love On Her Arms.

TWLOHA(To Write Love On Her Arms) is a fabulous non-profit movement. I read their vision statement on their website & just READING it, gave me hope. It reminded me that I'm not alone & while sometimes I may not feel worthy, people love me & depend on me. So I want to share their vision with you. Read it, feel it, know it, it could save YOUR life or someone's you love. If you cannot give a donation, maybe buy a t-shirt instead, spread the word. An estimated 19 million people in America suffer from depression & suicide is the THIRD leading cause of death in people aged 18-24. It's scary statistics folks.
The following is straight off their website:

MISSION STATEMENT:




To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.



VISION:





The vision is that we actually believe these things…





You were created to love and be loved. You were meant to live life in relationship with other people, to know and be known. You need to know that your story is important and that you're part of a bigger story. You need to know that your life matters.



We live in a difficult world, a broken world. My friend Byron is very smart - he says that life is hard for most people most of the time. We believe that everyone can relate to pain, that all of us live with questions, and all of us get stuck in moments. You need to know that you're not alone in the places you feel stuck.



We all wake to the human condition. We wake to mystery and beauty but also to tragedy and loss. Millions of people live with problems of pain. Millions of homes are filled with questions – moments and seasons and cycles that come as thieves and aim to stay. We know that pain is very real. It is our privilege to suggest that hope is real, and that help is real.



You need to know that rescue is possible, that freedom is possible, that God is still in the business of redemption. We're seeing it happen. We're seeing lives change as people get the help they need. People sitting across from a counselor for the first time. People stepping into treatment. In desperate moments, people calling a suicide hotline. We know that the first step to recovery is the hardest to take. We want to say here that it's worth it, that your life is worth fighting for, that it's possible to change.



Beyond treatment, we believe that community is essential, that people need other people, that we were never meant to do life alone.



The vision is that community and hope and help would replace secrets and silence.



The vision is people putting down guns and blades and bottles.



The vision is that we can reduce the suicide rate in America and around the world.



The vision is that we would learn what it means to love our friends, and that we would love ourselves enough to get the help we need.



The vision is better endings. The vision is the restoration of broken families and broken relationships. The vision is people finding life, finding freedom, finding love. The vision is graduation, a Super Bowl, a wedding, a child, a sunrise. The vision is people becoming incredible parents, people breaking cycles, making change.



The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead.



The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know.



The vision is hope, and hope is real.





You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story.




Jan 19, 2010

Brain Randoms

It's been a busy couple of weeks. Plenty of things to say just not the time to say it. OR not the RIGHT time to say it. Believe it or not I've been holding my tongue quite a bit lately. I've found it interesting to step back & see how things play out. People are amusing.

So we are in week 3 of cheerleading & is it horrible that I cannot wait for it to be over? It's not the actual cheerleading, it's more the commitment that brings the waves of dread. I don't like that it's a requirement in my life, I have to go to games, I have to go to practice. Some days I don't want to put forth the effort. I don't want yet another thing on my list to do :oP Sounds lazy I'm sure but in reality it's simply a brain overload. Stress equals a fried brain which leads to a difficult state of mind for me: mania - & that leads me to my next topic.

I've known my downward spiral was coming. I'd pushed it away for months, ignored it, fought it, denied it's entrance into my world. But it simply becomes inevitable. My episodes recur every 2 years or so. I lasted 3 years this time. I hate to call it an "episode" because it wasn't a full blown manic depressive state. It's changed up on me a bit. In fact it's duration was much shorter than I anticipated. But the thoughts I had no control over. & when it was all over it was like someone went into my head flipped a switch while I was sleeping & I was perfectly fine the next morning. While I find that amazing, it also worries me. It was unexpected and different than what I'm used to. So I'm not complaining but I'm keeping a close watch on my mental state, noting the changes & hopeful that possibly this med-free treatment may be working :o)

& since I haven't mentioned it lately - deployments suck! LOL! We're 12 wks in people. Some days that 12 wks feels like an eternity & other days it's like he just left. I'm so ready to have my husband home. It's crazy to type it but we thrive when we're with each other. In 10 days we will have been married for 11 years. I can't believe it. & don't worry there will be a sappy, love-filled post all about it :oP

So I've currently had my fill of updating my blog. I'll be posting some recipes, hopefully, this week. Maybe some photos since it's warming up here in the south. Speaking of warm....I tanned today!! Ah how I miss it when I've been away from those UV rays for too long lol! Okay I'm done now. :oP

Jan 6, 2010

Kay-Sah-Dill-Ahs

Or at least that's what Dave calls them to aggravate the sheesh outta me :o) & I'm pretty sure I've posted a recipe about them before but they're delicious enough to warrant a second post lol! This time I mixed it up a bit.

Do you know what makes it extra yummy & throws a hint of spice into the mix??
Rotel - diced tomatoes with green chilies*sigh* Perfection.
Cook your chicken, dice it up, & add the Rotel, trust me.



Mix it all up & add cheddar cheese then some mozzarella, you MUST add mozzarella.



We're not going to heat these tortillas until they're crispy, we want them soft & pliable.



The kids ate them with scoops, salsa, & sour cream on the side



I have mine with the works :o) Salsa, sour cream, lots of olives, & a few jalapenos YUM!



It's quick, it's simple, it's Delicious!

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