I'm having one of those days where I'm struggling to keep it together. One of those days where I'm tired of doing it all by myself. I'm tired of the worry, coming home to an empty house, not having anyone to share my day with. I want to skip the holidays so I don't have to be reminded of yet another Christmas without him. I'm tired of the reminders. I don't need reminding, I live with it every day. I left the house yesterday without my phone. Didn't realize it until I picked up food. The desperation I felt was ridiculous. I don't want to be married to my phone or computer. I want my husband home.
Tomorrow I should be back to normal, whatever that is.
1 lovely thoughts:
oh Bree...I hope things get better soon! Do the Cha Cha slide with your kids! ;) surely it'll make you smile...
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